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100 Truths (I was tagged)

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 27, 2009, 10:15 PM




Tagging :iconcrazychocobunny:, :iconsakuradomain:, :icondark-mimi:

1.Relationship Status
Single

2. Nickname(s) =
Cris, Crissy, Mugzie

3. Zodiac sign =
Virgo the Virgin (xDDD)

4. Male or female =
Female

5. Elementary School =
Cornerstone (Pre-school-1st), Nichols Elementary (Now Academy)(1st-5th) [MI]

6. Middle School=
Barber Magnet Middle School (6th), Transfiguration Academy (7th-8th) [MI]

7. High School=
Southeastern High School of Technology and Automotive Design (9th-12th) [MI]

8. Natural Hair color =
Drk. Brown

9.Long or Short=
Rather not say... that means short. xDD

10. Loud or Quiet music =
Loud when I'm active, Quiet when I sleep.

11. Sweats or Jeans =
Jeans but sweats on certain days.

12. Phone or Camera =
CAMERA... phones suck for taking pictures and recording. But I love my txting. >>

13. Health freak =
Not at all... I wish.

14. Drink or Smoke =
Both... more so the drink... Hookah is my shit though.

15. Do you have a crush on someone =
Actually... YEAH... And he talked to me. -Beam-

16. Eat or Drink =
Drink (I'm sorta a lush)

17. Tattoos =
Not yet... maybe next year.

18. Coke=
O.O Cocaine?

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane?
I like aireoplanes... >> Sorta.

20. Been in a relationship?
I can count on one hand... I think... yeah. That doesn't include internet relationships or the "Cuddy Buddy" relationships I've had.

21. Been in a car accident?
YES... MORE THAN ONCE FOR GOD SAKE... THE DEER HAD TO BE THE SECOND MOST TERRIFYING. First was the one time I spun out twice... on Friday the 13th.

22. Been in a fist fight?
6th grade... then again with a boy in 8th. The latter... I lost.

FIRSTS

23. First piercing:
6th months old... ears.

24.First best friend:
Jacquise (Kindergarden)

25. First award:
3rd Grade Honor Roll

28. First big vacation
Lesse... Disney World. The first time I went back in 2000.

29. Last person you talked to in person:
Mother Dearest.

30. Last person you texted:
Desiree'

32. Last food you ate:
KFC Chicken

33. Last movie you watched:
New Moon... Go figure.

34. Last song you listened to:
Wonder Girls - Nobody

35. Last thing you bought:
Hello Kitty panties and some fuzzy slipper socks that have sparkles on them.

36. Last person you hugged:
My aunt Corliss

X IF YES:
45. [x] fallen in love with someone
46. [x] celebrated Halloween
47. [x] had your heart broken
48. [x] went over minutes/texts on your cell phone
49. [x] had someone question my sexual orientation
53. [x] did something you regret
54. [x] broke a promise
55. [x] hid a secret
56. [x] often pretended to be happy
57. [x] met someone who changed your life
58. [x] pretended to be sick
59. [ ] left the country
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
61. [x] cried over the silliest thing
62. [ ] ran a mile
63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends
65. [x] hated someone
66. [x] stayed single a whole year. (Longest I sayed single was 2 yrs after I started dating.)

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating:
Nothing

68. Drinking:
Nothing

69. Listening to:
Wonder Girls - So Hot

71. Plans for Tuesday:
I have Intro to Drawing... -Dead face-

72. Wanting:
This one guy to like me... >>

73. Want kids?:
Someday. I actually warmed up to the idea.

74. Want to get married?:
I would like to... one day.

75. Careers in mind?
Animator, Manga-ka, um... Concept artist... or even Author or Writer

OPPOSITE SEX!

77. Shorter or taller?
I've dated... shorter guys for the reason that I'm retard stupid tall. I prefer taller guys...

78. Eye color?
Personally light colored eyes... but I've seen some eyes that are dark but they have some gleam to them that is just like.... oooooooo pretty sparkly. xD

79. Dark hair or light?
I don't care...

81. Hook-up or relationships?
Both... but I would like a SOLID relationship over a hook-up.

82. Looks or personality?​
Personality seems to beat looks with me... =/ But I would like to have both. Though it's more important to have chemistry with someone.

HAVE YOU EVER----

83. Lost glasses/contacts?
LOL I lost one pair, broke the lens on the other. And I threw away some hazel contacts that I had.

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense?
Knife... Yeah... but it was an empty threat.

86. Killed somebody?
... I'm want a muthafucka to come in my house... >] jk. No.

87. Broken someone's heart?
If I said no... I'd lie.

88. Been arrested?
No, but I have been in the back of a police car... it's small back there.

89. Cried when someone died?
I cried when :icondark-mimi: killed Ichigo. xDD And she's not real. Sooooo yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

90. Yourself:
Sometimes

91. Miracles:
Sometimes... I'm a realist.

92. Love at first sight?:
Pst... no.

93. Is there a God?:
I'm going to say that I am agnostic or deist... I believe that there is a superior being behind everything but I not believing any one religion is perfectly correct. My beliefs are Christian based though.

95. Sex on the first date:
I've never been on a date besides like maybe once back in High School... (it was supervised) but I think that whatever happens... happens. If I do go on a date and it gets to that point, it's a decision the person has to make... not a rule... I think the rule is stupid.

96. Kiss on the first date:
I don't like kissing... >> That's weird but I kind of don't like it. It's like I REALLY have to be into it and the person at the time to do it. So far it's only been good with certain people...

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
... -Thinks- I would say yes... but I don't know.

98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
Yes and no. I'm not going to say that life sucks completely... but this is not one of my best years. I'm kind of hoping that 09 will die sooner rather than later. I fuckin hate 09 though. -_-

99. Is there something you would like to say to someone?
To the guy I like now... I really think you are cool and fun. I hope he gets better so we can party together again sometime after this Thanksgiving break. And I just wanted to say... you are crazy tall and that's HOTT with two t's. And I wonder how you ate TacoBell 22 days in a row... that's crazy. xDD

EX (2yrs)
Um... Since you broke up with me... I've been kind of lonely but thanks for that. You were looking out for my best interests. I'm glad there aren't hard feeling between us and that we are still close... though I wish your mother would not be on the phone 24/7. xDD I did cheat on you that one time... you know that time and then after that I didn't want to hurt you again... Though your response after you cried about it... WAS HILARIOUS and I'm never going to let you live that down (and you know what I'm talking about... why did you do that again?) xDD I'm glad you stuck around and dealt with all my bullshit.

EX (11 months days +)
You've told me like a hundred times, how I've broken your heart. For that I'm sorry... but I'm glad that we broke up... it changed you and helped me mature a little, so that I would bring what I learned to the next relationship and not repeat the same mistakes... THAT AND WE DROVE EACH OTHER FUCKING CRAZY, I know I did for you... but I hope you know that you drove me nuts. I'm not going to even lie to you... We got a little too serious and I wasn't ready for that. =_______= I'm sorry yet again.

100. Post as 100 truths?
Um... okay.



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  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: Lil Wanye - Mr. Carter
  • Reading: Chidoru x Mimi (writing)
  • Playing: Uno on Facebook
  • Drinking: Water

I'm just being selfish? I'm lonely.

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 23, 2009, 7:27 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Kiyoura Natsumi - Tabi No Tochuu
  • Reading: Desiree IMing me about her bf... fuck me
  • Watching: Ghost Whisperer
  • Playing: Sorority Life on Facebook
  • Eating: Dorritos
  • Drinking: Arizona Tea
Expiration Date:


So I'm really kind of down right now.

My roommate is moving out because our stupid school's policy of kicking people out of the resident halls and all that, and they don't fucking care if the person has no place to go... what kind of bullshit is that? I'm so mad because I just know I'm going to hate the roommate they give me and have negative stigma. I'm actually really down about it for some reason... I feel lonely and she hasn't even left yet.

I would put this on facebook but I don't want to publicly announce to all 300 or so of my friends that I know IRL that I'm depressed for a reason like this.

So I got to thinking... If she is going to move out... I want to be alone. I'd rather be by myself. I would prefer it, but you can never get what you want.

If I can explain how it's like... it's like having your friend that lived next door... moving away. You don't want to make a new friend and then you are sad because that person is moving away... and so I'm going to get a new roommate... WHEN I JUST GET ADJUSTED TO THE IDEA OF SHARING A ROOM. This is bullshit... I want to crawl under a rock.

And it doesn't help that my best friend is going on about her boyfriend, while I already feel like I'm ALONE in the world completely. I don't have anyone... no kind of companionship and now my roommate is moving out? And now all my friends are fucking shacked up and I don't even have anyone... that I really like. It's pissing me off and makes me not want to leave my room... this could probably be my PMS talking but I don't know. And a constant reminder is that my mom continues to ask me if I have a boyfriend yet. So what I'm suppose to say "Um no mom, apparently none of the guys I like, see me past this little sister best friend."

UGH!! So I'm ALONE now for real... I'm waiting for Ty to leave so I can cry out of frustration. Damn.

Twilight and The Cleanse

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 22, 2009, 10:35 AM
  • Mood: Disbelief
  • Listening to: Ke$ha - TiK ToK
  • Watching: Monica Still Standing
  • Playing: Sorority Life on Facebook
Expiration Date:


Yo, sup peeps. As you might have heard last year I think Fall 08, I was going to make a Web comic called "The Cleanse" but it hasn't been until recently, that I have been motivated to make it and go through with it, so I'm already starting the practice pages. So it's pretty cool to see watch my improvement since my initial idea back in high school.

Now the only bad thing is, that since the whole "Twilight" phenomenon... EVERYTHING that has the word... VAMPIRE in it is going to be compared to that big piece of crap book... even though I had probably thought of my idea before Stephanie Meyer had written hers. And that makes me kind of sad, you know, while she's out there making her muthaf***in money off whoring the book, merch, and movies, people like me... aren't probably going to get paid shit and we do it for the sheer joy.

She pretty much took vampire culture as we knew it and said "this is how I wanna do it." And the one real vampire that I do like, Victoria, gets killed later on... how are you going to kill the only real muthaf**** in the whole goddamn equation?!

WTF? So I'm going to be compared to Twilight... and I know it, even if I go all the way out of my way to make sure that I don't it will be. =___=

But I guess that I have 3 pages of the 1st draft done, and all it seems as if I'm right on track. ^_^ Yay. lol

WOW

Wed Nov 11, 2009, 1:31 PM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: David Archuleta - Crush
  • Reading: TashiXDamien stuff... the EX-Crack pairing
  • Playing: FarmVille
I haven't drawn anything for a WHILE... I should submit something soon... =D You guys are going to see all the crazy art techniques I learned... Pretty effing sweet...

Well I guess I'm going to go do that... but first I think I'm going to take a nap. xDD

I killed something GUYS!!! -Freaks-

Wed Oct 28, 2009, 4:26 AM
  • Mood: Mortified
  • Listening to: Wonder Girls - Nobody (Jason Nevins Remix)
  • Reading: What to do when you hit a deer
One of the most frightening things that could happen to any driver for the first time... (or any supporter of animal rights) just happened to me. It started off with me and my roomate going to Walmart at about Midnight for some snacks and as we were coming back, (Walmart is about a little more than a mile away... I would say 2 and a half or 3 miles, or at least that's what it feels like to me.) it was dark and I don't even remember what me and Ty were talking about...

At the last second, I notice something in the corner of my eye, this huge majestic doe (female deer) leaping across the street and by the time I saw her. BAM!!! My car and the doe collided. (I really can't say that I hit it... or it hit me... we more like hit each other) It scared the living SHIT out of me... I almost pissed myself.

For the whole time driving in Saginaw, I was always paranoid about hitting a deer, it was kinda like my Candyman, as long as I never spoke about them or thought about it, I never had to worry about it. The pure irony of me hitting one... days before Youmacon IS FUCKED UP!

Not only am I emotionally scarred by killing an animal that I personally think is one of the most beautiful creatures, second to horses... MY CAR IS FUCKED UP, my mirror is gone, my left light smashed, the hood dented, and I don't even know if it's even drive-able.

Now I'm not that worried about the car as I was tormented by the deer laying in the middle of the road suffering, because I didn't make the police report until this morning. So as I was trying to go to sleep, I couldn't help but think of the the poor deer, no one there to put her out of her misery or even move her to the side of the road and I felt so bad I didn't sleep too good....

I'm also worried about my weekend plans and I just hope that my insurance will cover a rental or something because I'm scared that my car won't get me to Youmacon.

Oh what a night I've had.

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